I wished there'd be someone to tell me it'll be okay and mean it. For once.

I did my fair bit of reminiscing today. And can I ask you, do you remember the days there were all the silly disses and how you were mine without one of us even saying so? And do you remember, when you asked me to let you go because you were sure I'd find someone better? And do you remember, when we used to stay up all night, talking till the morning like? And do you remember, you were the only one watching me as I ran my races while the others just bet if I'd win or lose? Do you remember, how you'd text me even though you were busy in church and the messages never stopped day and night? I remember how everything ended, it's been 4 whole years, FOUR. I read though my past letters and I remembered how stupid and foolish I was. If it had worked out then, would I still be who I am today?

"And to you, do you remember when you held me, kissed me and told me you'd never let me go? Do you remember how it began, how it fell apart countless of times? Do you remember the tears, the frustrations and it falling into place by itself just by us hiding in each other's embrace? Do you remember how 3/4 became a whole, and how a whole became something that'd reach the stars and back? Do you remember each time you'd dry my tears as I cried and told me it'll be okay? Do you remember how it happened, the song you sang, the way you laughed it through? Though we barely knew each other, it was comfortable. Do you remember how we fought over the pillows, how you compromised and watched horror films with me? Do you remember how we trailed - at PS because I was rather affected by them? Do you know, you've changed me completely."

And I'm a sucker for sweet nothings. :)

My weekends were awesome! And it's gonna be another great week to come but tiring of course but I'll pull through. Test tomorrow, aw crap. My right bloody eye keeps twitching, I think something bad's gonna happen rah God I pray it'll be alright.

A good cry is always healthy and it shocked me to see your number flashing on my phone as I cried. Hmm, funny how the wrong people are there for you when the right ones are always no where to be found. Hahaha, g'night. Happy April Fools!
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